I have without a doubt held on to things for longer than most people would have. Part is the abandonment issue. I guess i need to come to terms with the fact that i am not 5 years old. That everyone in this world has faced some kind of abandonment issue.
Mine however, inhibited me enough that i think i forced myself to stop developing after a certain point..
I think now is a good time to stop and let go, realize that death doesnt mean abandonment, it means just that... death. As far as my dad is concerned.... oh fucking well, the man will get over it... if he is able to abandon/ not talk to his only child, than HE is the one who will be judged, not me.
for me its just time i let go of living in the past.... its time to move on....
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