Lately....whats going on?

Lately things have been rather BLAH for me.
hense my not really writting so much.
I feel stuck in tar at times and have been struggling not to feel broken and unfixable.
I have to get to the doc to get on Meds, my work schedule puts a damper on it, i procrastinate it sometimes too. The whole apartment thing is depressing, turns out more people do NOT want a guarenteed check every month from an international organization.
but on a good note.......
I have a 10 phone line business deal going through on monday (hopefully) which is a SHITLOAD of commission.
that same company kinda quietly hired me to do some web stuff. I got a internal website set up using dotproject... which btw is somewhat of a pain in the arse. Attempted to get a time and attendance thing set up and that crashed on me.
as for their external site... Im thinking postnuke might offer the best modules. However, I know how long it took me to get my other site up and running, and i really dont have that kind of patience. but i definately could use the extra line in my portfolio.